Healing along the way

This post was in my facebook feed this morning. I smiled as I read others answers. But I also found that I did not resonate with anyone’s answers. Some people said cable tv, dishwashers, cadillacs and such.

The more answers I read the more I knew I needed to dig into this in my own mind and see why I didn’t resonate with any of the answers.

We all know that we draw to us our desires – and I am speaking spiritually, emotionally and even physically. I recognized many years ago that I block financial gain. I did not know why until this silly facebook post this morning. For many years I’ve tried to correct this flaw- I am ready to live in abundance, but if I dare to be even more honest – I am ready to not live in poverty.

Why am I poor? #1 I don’t consider myself poor. My wealth is my health, my family and our joy. I don’t need dollars to be happy. I have 59 years of proving that to myself! I’ve prayed on this, I’ve cleared chakras, I’ve posted pictures of money all over and added it to vision boards but until this morning I could not figure out the blockage.

My inner child’s core belief is that rich people are mean, uncaring individuals that hurt other people. And my little girl is NOT going to be that. So I have blocked myself from ever being ‘rich’ because I do not want to ever be mean, uncaring or the kind of person that hurts other people.

I know how this belief came about in my life. I recognize this belief is not accurate. Rich people can be caring, loving and healing just like me. Poor people can be mean, uncaring and hurtful. But this is one of those core beliefs that has affected my whole life. It is time to heal this for me- and maybe for you too, dear readers!

I’m not wanting to be the richest person in the world and I will begin stopping my critical thoughts towards ‘rich people’ who don’t use their money in the way I think they should. #1 it’s none of my business. #2 don’t judge lest ye be judged. And many other reasons I need to correct my thinking and heal ME.

My thoughts about this facebook post astound me. While I wish I had one of the cute answers of what I thought rich was I don’t. But thanks to a silly facebook post I am healing another part of me- correcting what I have done to myself. Maybe, just maybe I will find out what living in abundance is like. Maybe I can be a blessing to others in ways until this morning I thought were impossible.